Thursday, December 30, 2004
EarLi iN e mOrn i pUT bRkfasT oN ya TabLe...n mAkE sURe tT uR coFfEe hAs iTs suGaR N cReaM...uR eGgs R oVer eAsY...uR toAst dOne LigHtly...ALL tT's miSsinG iS e mOrnIng kiSs Tt u uSed GivE mE... ... ... ... ... i'M noT uR supErwoMAn, i'm nOT thE kiNd o gaL tT u cAn lET doWn...N tiNk tT evErythIng'S oK...boY, i'M oNli huMan...thIs gaL nEeds mORe DeN oCcaSiOnaL hUGs aS a TokEn o lOVe fRM u tO me...
suCKs..hE tolD me tHe gaL's AdmiTtEd tO thE hoSp...i"m nOT alRighT!!! feElinG siCk iN thE stoMacH...He alwiZ sEEms sO pErtuRbeD coS o HEr...whEreAs i CanT foRk a MorSeL o coNceRn FRm hiM wheN i nEed hiM...iN acTuaL faCt, i CanT sEem tO loCatE hiM...
i TiNk i'LL giVe uP...yEah...i baRe hiM hEaRt N sOuL...buT hE bAre mE hiS guilT-striCkEn coNsCiOus...HeLLuvA soN o a GUN...
We'Re thRouGH!!!
kiss
me
1:07 AM
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Heh...gOD kNows y M i lAtE eVerY siNglE dAy...thE sLpyHeAd cANT sEem tO GeT enUff sLp lOrZ...hEHZ...nVm...hHEe...
WeNT tOwn iN thE eArLi hRs todaY...RigHT aftEr i WokE uP 2 B exACT...YEAh...aCc mY gaL-gaL to Buy hEr LaCy WeaRs...gEeZ...caN yA iMagiNe/?? IT's a ToTaL o sO maNy pCs...bUt shE looKs goOd iN iT...hehE...duhZ...
anD oH yA!!!...i DiD sO wELL fOR pOoL toDay...hahZ...seLvia"s fReN goT trAshEd bY mE...hEhe..So prOud...aRgHZ...goTta trAin...noT goNna loSe jOn oN fRI...yEaH...coS...i aGreEd tO b HiS gaL if i LosT...iT'S a biG stAke...yEah...
tmL's mY tEst...n i sTiLL duN gEt tHe fArkIng iDea HoW tO gEt mEan, vArianCe, sTd DevIatIon...i'M sO dEad...
loVe chOwchoW...sHE diN smS mE foR dAyS...dUNno if ShE's AppEasEd
kiss
me
6:21 PM
Saturday, December 25, 2004
eWww...1sT i WaS tRanSfErrEd tO maRinE pArAde foR mY cRediT cArd ProMotinG...yEaH...it"s oBviOusLY boRinG...coS i wAs sTanDinG tHeRe pErpetuaLLy For tHe whOLe tiMe...so...heHe...mY swiRliNg minD toT oF a StuPid iDea...yeaH...i weNt tO my fRen's hSe foR soMe xMas luNch pArtY...*sCreWed*...i wAs caLlEd ON my mObiLe foNe 10 minS afTer i ArRivEd...fUcK loRZ...N i gOTta ruSh cAb FrM aMk aLL tHe wAy tO mAriNe pAraDe...geEZ...alThOu iT tOok 15 minS...mY boSs scRewEd mE upSidE doWN...nOT w aGgrEsSiOn bUT SacArsM...whiCh mAkeS e mAttEr woRSe...b4 i WenT baCk, i hAftA ruSh tO oNe fEmaLe boUtiQue tO chAnGE iNtO mY uNiFoRm...fWaHz...n tHeRe i WaS...sTriPpinG iN fROnT o sTraNgEr fOr tHe 1sT tiMe...i loSt mY viRgIN...yEah...i fEel lAme...
thE sAlEs wAs nuTs...yEah...reaL bAd...aLl mY enCouNteR sEems 2 pOsseSs tHe carD alReaDI...oF coS woT...tT cArd's iN thE mKt foR liKe 5 yrs??? wAh lAoZ...hoW tO pROmOte the RebAte tT'S nOT thE lEaST aTtRactiVE...
i SuRrEnDer..
* duN b ANgRy w Me bAby...i'm ReaLLi gRounDed n BZ...tt's y i DiN mEet ya...neGleCted Ya ThE whOle tIme...i'll mAke amEndments...mY deAr cHoWcHow...*
kiss
me
11:34 PM
Thursday, December 23, 2004
fWoAh...aN aCtiVe dAY tOdaY...1ST i kNiTtEd iN tHe eArLieR pArT o ThE dAy..hEhe...weIrd ehZ???...nVm!!!...weLL aftEr tt i WeNt fOR mY pOoL sEsSiOn w MY bRo..mY oH_mY...i tRaShEd hiM fLaT...hahZ...afTeR whIcH i WeNT tO play mY tEnNis...
mAdE loTsA
sPlEndiD shOts toDay...aM sO pRouD oF mYseLf...i dIn pLAY foR ageS...nOR cLd i rEm tT i'Ve EvEr reCeiVed aNy tRaiNg b4...nahZ...nVm heHE...eNUff oF aPpRaisAl fOR mYselF.
weLL...i'Ve tO gO foR jOb HuNT dAMN sooN cos mY cUrRenT jOB cONtrAct iS fiNisHing...haiZ...yeah...i aDmiT
i"m iN a jiTtErY...fiNaNciAlLy sO tiGht...gEe...whAT'vE e WOrLd bCoMe 2?
fUcK iT...i hOpE i'LL c ThE hOriZoN sooN...
kiss
me
10:58 PM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
tHe dAY staRteD oF stuPid FoR mE, tHe auNt whIcH i DeTeSt mOst aCtUaLLy CaLLed asKg fOR mY dAd...yEaH sHe's a BitCh...i toLd hEr niCely tT mY dAd wAs sLpg...bUt shE say...dUn caRe juZ waKe hIm up...fwoah!!!...it's a fReaKg 9:40aM wheN shE calLed...shE dUn sEem 2 NeEd hEr sLp...bUT we dO...!!!
nVm...bUt hehe, niCk mSg mE tHe neXt thiNg, waS awokEn uPoN reCeivIng hIs smS bUT aM pLeasEd abT iT...i"m sO eASiLy cONtEnteD...
oH yA...i WAs iN faCt bZ...hahZ...hAD tOnNes o DrAwG whIch i"ve nOt coMplEte...yeahZ..n mY kniTtinG i'Ve alWiz faiL tO cOmplEtE sinCe tHE staRt o yr...nahZ...i'M juZ nOnchAlanT aBt eVerYthiNg...mY hanD's staRt 2 ItCh...oh ya!!! bEen lOng SiNcE i pLayEd tHEm...
bOReD!!!!!!
kiss
me
1:19 PM
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
FreAkZ...waS InTErRoGATeD liKe fUcK ytD...yAy!!!...1St, i'M noT aLLoWeD tO gO tO a ChAleT cOs i DiN tElL hEr...nExt, i CaNt sTay iN my cOusIn"S pLaCe...sO bE iT...
tHe nExT tiNg i reAch hOme, i
ReceiVe shOwerS o rEpRimANds...biTch...tEllG mE hoW disReSpEcTfuL i'Ve bEen...greAt...nOw i'M gRounDeD wriTinG tiS bloG...
shE a lUnaTic...ShE goT tO nOe mY reAl rEsUlt...yEaH i wAs oBvIouSlY sCReWed BY HeR...nExT i TOLd hEr i"ve eMptIed bY OCBC aCcOunT...yeaH...N sHe indubitably jUmpEd...geEZ...n ShE tHreAtenEd me...YES w mEnaCe oF coS...shE goNa sEnD mE tO gaL's hOme...c"MON...wAke uP ya fuCkinG iDea...woulD i b SueD foR taKinG casH frOm mY acc...whIch cArriEs mY nAme??? yEah...pEnaLized For TaKInG My CaSh??? fREAk...She'S DuMB...N C"mon I"M ALrEADi 18...nO lonGer uR sWeet teEnage...yeah..How to Go gal's Home???
hEr sPeEcHes foRevEr maKes nO sEnse...anAlogY whIch onLi She hErsElF caN unDersTaNd...gEt oUt o mY liFe...saYg u'Ve gOT 2 RoutEs foR me...1st iS tO rEpenT...iF not i'Ve tO lve thE placE...b4 i CLd eVEn anS u, U juMped 2 ConClusiOn...saYg i tiNk u wUn rePenT...it'S bEttEr iF u Lve...heLllll....
sHE'sS a bItch...bitCH..sHE stInks...
i WOkE uP at 12+...thX to Her...1sT thiNg i recEivE agaIn iS inEvitAbly hEr sColDinGs...geeZ...i'M sO unLucKy...i"m gROunDeD,,,n noW'S my Hols...yEah...tiS god DaMn wK's gOna b a BorE...i WaN sCh...
kiss
me
3:46 PM
Friday, December 17, 2004
hahZ...tiS's mY sEc bLog oF tOdAe...
FINALLY i sAw tHe
rAiNbOw AFtEr tHe rAiN...mE n ChOwcHow evEntUalLy goT a hEarT 2 hEarT talk...sO blEsSed...!!!
i"m sTiLL siCk n TiRed aBt tT lEukEmia stuFf...yEa...it's juZ a PlOy...oR isIt e UnfoResEen
hArsH rEaliTy i'Ve 2 SwalLow...i gUeSs oNli
nIcK's GoT tHe
kEy tO tHe aNsweR
i'Ve bEen sColDed "
sTUPID" bY sO mANy pPle...pRehapS i Am...cOs i'm WiLLiNG 2 B miSleD bY yA...i"m so MoRoNic...yes>...i aGrE3.
i DreW sO mANY lAme piCs foR yA...guEsS it"lL gO doWn tO wAste...aLL uR tIme ShlD b ComMiTteD bY hEr...
i'M suCh a FoOl...
eVerYtIme i TrY to fLy...i falL w/O mY wiNGs...
wHeN's OuR sEtbAcK n oBsTacLes goNa EnD...
dO u nOe u"ve dePrIveD mE o a ProPer ReLatIonShiP aLL tis WhiLe??? is mY fEelIng sO neGligiBle tO ya??? aRe mY teArs N wEepIng aLL a fAcadE to U??? oR mY fOrCEd sMiLes On mE iS tHe tOOl fOr yA 2 Tk mE fOr gRanTed...??? oNlI hEaVeN nOes...pRehAps i'LL nV fiNd oUt...
kiss
me
6:34 PM
mY oLD mY...i miSs mY bLogGy...hEHZ...hI pPLe...
nAHZ...i'M bEiNg cRaPpy...i LovE dRaMa ePiSode...bUT nV wIll i ImaGiNE tHe wOrsE hApPeNs tO mE
"
mY ex's GoT lEukEmIa" fWaH..i Was aGhAstEd...n tKeN aBacK...hElluva BS...
bUT u r thE oNe wHo GaVE uP mY gUy iN e PasT...wOt'S tHE pT o sNatChiNg hIm baCk wHeN hE nO loNgEr fEels fOR ya...oR evEn WorSE...hE'S gOt a GF...nOt aS iF u'Re oBlIvIous aBt it...B****!!!...
i NOe i'Ll sUffEr kArMa fOR sCReWiNg a SiCkly pErSon...bUT i"m nOt iNjUrEd aNy lEsSer...wHo's GonA cOmpEnsAte mE foR my
iNflicTed pAIn...
U saY u LovE mE..yEt u SENt mE awAy...wOT's WrOng w U puTtinG uRsELF iN my SHoEs??? y mUZ iT b i"m alWIz tHE oNe pLayG tHe gD gUY...y Dun Ya REVEaL iT 2 ME oNE mTH plUS bacK???u"re sElFisH...bUt i StiLL loVe yA dEeP...i'm sO
faN jIan...!!!
bUt sTiLl...tHE uSuAl aNgeLicA gAl hErE oF cOS eNcOurAGe hIm 2 Go bACK 2 Her...yEah...i"m siLly...
lOoK wOt u"vE dOne u MaKe a fOoL o eVeRy1...
oH wEll iT sEeMs liKE sUCh fUn uNtIl u lOse woT u'Ve wOn...
Cr4PZ~! DuHZ
~Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.~
kiss
me
10:50 AM