Wednesday, February 22, 2006
18th may 2004 is the day we're linked
24th nov 2004 is the day our eyes met
25th jan 2005 u brought glimmers o love on my hatch day
24 apr 2005 was the time we tie our knots
however on the 14th feb tis yr, i broke my promises
nv did i wan to shatter my once-honeyed words
nv did i mean wat i said over the dining table
nv did i feel lesser for ya for every passg day
nv did i bear to cya lve me for 2 long yrs
u once told me u cld postpone everything til i'm ready
and even said u will wait for me b4 my mind's made
u often tolerated for my berating moments
and u alwiz reciprocate my mood swings w ur love
we're such diff individual
u're good-natured, loud but fun, electricfying eyes tt stimulates our every meetg
u're ever-cherry lips are intangible...
on the other hand, i;m juZ a plain jane
our seperation ain't cos i love u no more
in fact, i miss u more den anything,
fairness's all i wan for u since everything's unfathomable
n nothin's fixed
i yearn for the day for our get-together
hopeful tt neither o us r wavered
wishing for our next reunion
reminscing our dates
endure the current pain
dry all tears away
our promise to stay apart will last for half a yr
but the love we share will stay for decades...
-urveZ_3dMunD_bB-
kiss
me
4:15 PM
mmm...in my lime green shoes today...din dress too formally today...juZ clad in my turtle neck n a short skirt.! hahZ...feel kinda good...probably cos i noe i'll b tkg mc on fri...cos i wanna work...it beats working in the office...kinda tired nw...it's gettin harder to wake up every morn...my feet r drained from my heels...but i dun haf formal flats...hmph...will get in tonight??? since m goin suntec to retrieve my belt...
work's piling up in 30 mins time...waitg for my in-charge to finish his brkfast...their self-proclaimed time...but it's goood...promotes colleagues bonding...geeZ...i duno wot i'm talkg abt
hehe....will c soonheng on fri...den we can promote card together...will b working on sat as well coss i seriously burn a big hole...yeah i mean a huge one in my pocket...bought 2 pairs o shoe...ate in not too cheap places...goodness...i hafta kick my habit o takg cab if not i'l get my ass kicked when i'm broke...cos m stoppg allowance frm mum from next month 20th...tt means i m dependg on the IPP pay n watever my dad's giving me....it's not enuff!!!
my IC's tkg a freakg long time...kylene n me will alwiz rot in the off...when it's near time to knock off...we'll b shoved w tonnes o work...they're not empathetic at all...i mean in our stand...of cos they're empathetic in their stand cos they dun knock off at 530...sometimes 7...i presume they expect us to do the same...but we wun b paid..tt defeats the purpose...
bye pple...hope u all can endure tis entire wk...like i say...time's crawling
oh ya...broke up w edmund alr....cos he's leavg next tues...
kiss
me
8:46 AM
Monday, February 20, 2006
i'm experiencing my mon blues again...it;s onli the 2nd wk o my attachment..tis is hell hole...my manager juZ lamented me...putting me in a bad spot...she juZ give me the glare tt make me feel so retarded...i guess cos ann n tze how spoonfeed me too much...to the extent i cant accomplish my task alone w no guidance...whose fault? theirs n mine...cos they din let me handle things alone...n i was too distracted...onli focused on day 1...n it happens tt tt's my slackiest time ard...
both o my direct in-charge r not here today...thX god i bought my sketch bk...will do some drawg later...the idea o finance industry realli bogs down on me now...wondering if i;m realli goin for tis line...it;s so tedious n every little trivial matters gotta b computed in the system...sums as little as 6.58 bucks are supposed to b in the record...well...it's making life diff for me...probably i'm stupid...i tend to grasp things a little too slow...
i was so piss w the M today...she asked me to transfer myself outta my comfy room...to sit on ann's place...onli to know tt i cant log in to the com system cos we need ann password to do so...after tt i went back to the room...she again, popped in to ask me to sit at tze how's pl...everythin was smooth...i managed to sign in...but...there's no email setting...she fidgetted for 5 mins..n ask me to go back to my room again...there i m...carrying everything in again...frm my bag to files n stationary... tt's how irritating...i feel as if i;m her slave..gotta carry out her every command...if not for my grades, i'll screw u, bitch!
tml m meeting W.Ting n Andrea...Ivy again...was nowhere to b found...wanna go on mc soon...cant tk it anymore...days r realli crawling cos i got nottin better to do...n my days r therefore not productive...i hope someone can pop by to ask me write some article o sth...so tt i can moonlight during att...cos they din issue me any work...but of cos tt;s the case...cos i'm onli paid 500...juZ learnt tt a fren o mine receive 700 bucks by attG to Hong Leong Finance,,,
lunch hrs r approachg...n frens tt i;ve met along my way to my workpl were srcutinising at my new hairdo...it's pretty short...but kinda refreshing cos it's been ages since i c myself in short hair...looks younger...*grinZ* (tt's juZ my self-opinated remark) i wanna buy the piere cardin white n black bag...n a new belt...
kiss
me
11:21 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
n earli bird catches it worm...i've got no worms to catch for being earli...took a cab again today...god! fare's steep...13 bucks..it alreadi covers 50% O MY daily allowance given for tis attachment...
ate TCC ytd...bought a new pair o shoes...m wearing it rite now...i'm xperiencing xcruciating pain now...but it's nice thou....so will juZ put off the torments...
finally it's fri tml....been counting since the start o wk...phew...was kinda preocuppied ytd...did lotsa filing...puncturing til my muscles ache now on my left hand...compiling info for some distribution arrangements...yeah...WTF is tt...
wonder wat wld i b covering today...hope my day will b kept busy...den time will fly...b4 i can notice it...i will b on my way back...
meeting mum for a shopping spree tml...will wear a nice pair o shoe so i can embark on a fruitful trip *grinZ*
wei2 n me realli ran outta place to eat have our lunch...tink we will move on to city hall for lunch...since we dunno raffles plc premises well...
kiss
me
7:59 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
gosh...imagine a competent individual is onli given that molehill type o job...i finished issuing tansfer transaction receipt to US, EURO n SG companies...i have done sorting out the PIMCO funds, commission n trailer fees forms....so few items within 2 hrs...seems like i will spend my time examining my nails, n viewing the scenic view frm my building juZ likw ytd...
played 2 hrs o bejeweled on the come ytd...took some pictures o the view...file my nails n doodling on papers w pen...how "taxing" can office job b...no wonder my mum kept sayg tt we shld strive hard for tt pc o qualification paper,,,den we can slack in the offie for the rest o our life...indeed....everyone exit to the pantry as n when they like...crowding ard n gossip every once in 2 hrs...tt's office life.??? bet i prefer a blue collar worker...at least i m doin sth meaningful somehow while i'm dispatched to a factory or sth as an operator...rite???
pple outside seriously took hrs to examine my work,,,n onli pt out my mistakes at wee hr...when i m lvg my office....life's taking a nasty turn in the office...every min seems like years eeking by....god!
kiss
me
11:00 AM
Monday, February 13, 2006
woah...i'm whopping rich,,,received my bday hongbaos...new yr hong baos...my hard earned lbr pay by today...allowance next wk...n my 2 wks pay for job attachment for my school IPP...hehe...*grinZ*
1st day at work today,,,something different...everyone seems frenly as they greeted me...cordially i can say...but...the person whom i'm under's boring...she spks w a mono-tone...no smile nor beam on her face. i've to prepare a changed o exchange rates for the financing dept everyday...issuing o cheques...n applying my knowledge on using the accounting software they will teach me ltr on...
lunch hr's onli 1 hr...but it seems like no one's in the office...all slackers...even my in-charge as well...when she went off earlier den me...not tt i'm goody2shoes,,,it's juZ tt i'm punctual...dun wanna eat into pple's time at their expense when i'm paid to laze ard doin nothing...
2.5 mths seem unbearable when it's my onli 1st day n i'm grumbling non-stop...happy! cos i bought in 3 skirts on sat...hehe...green red n one is er...let me gather... i tink it's black...frm hugo...
wanna go for hair cut tis wkend or maybe fri...since i dun hafta work on sat...tis's the onli good news i have heard since morn cos all along i tot i need to work on sat... dyeing new hair colour...still contemplating o my old colour...(copper n blonde streak) or change it to orange...might b too loud to b sauntering in my workplace...but HECK!. rebonding tis wkend i tink...looks like i can nv b rich...cos b4 i pile heaps o money..i squander them within 3 snaps...snap snap snap...n there it goes...
when m i moving outta hell hole...it's gettin tricky n it's way too long...i'm tired to live under such bleak condition...u noe sth...whenever my cousin is back...i will lock myself frm her in the room...i tink i gonna get autistic soon...haha...probably every1 will luff their heads o cos tt will b the last thing tt happens to me...
oh ya...b4 i forget..i haf to send an email to my LO...reporting to her abt my job scope... i'm paid juZ a meagre sum o 500 bucks....for all the trouble o travelling frm hougang to shenton...walking my lungs out in the financing dpt...i pref my fren's...cos she is transferred to the marketing team...n for pple who's so audible like me...shld b heard there...instead o stucking in 1 room tt is given to me...lotsa privacy but i feel secluded...accounting job is realli tt boring...i finally catch the glimpse o hint i've been showered w here...
ciaos....enuff o complainings...oh ya...talkg abt complaining...was helping my fren write a complaint letter ytd...hah...his long awaited management finalli replied...he took 2 months to move them...n i merely took 15 mins in words to move them...yeah...i deserve tt thunderous applause...muacks...love myself...
get to me if u wanna supreme quality o complain letter...cos u will definitely b heard n the reader, will feel bombarded!
kiss
me
1:19 PM