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Sunday, July 31, 2005

the ultimate prevails!!!~~si Gu Ma~~

i guess the address i've directed to is clear...yeah...definitely glow more den her level o "clarity"...i realli dun understand y she can b such a jackass...imagine her strokin my hair when she c me on sun tt time...the day b4...she sprout "facts" abt me...so wot if wot u r pouting r reality...u dun hafta clean my ass in front o all relatives...showing off the amt u noe??? flauntin how pple confide in ya abt my matter??? c'mon...anyone's who smart enuff alreadi acquire tt...

it's onli a pea...but u blast it like a bomb...r u tryg to say my level o intelligence falls back behind my bro??? hahZ...wondered wot's ur son n daughter's there for den...a NT stud...emerging as a pilot in the next ten yrs...not astounding enuff??? nvm...the show's gonna start...a daughter who's married twice...1st to a beng...guess it's those floppy ones...din even manage to maintain for a yr...they divorced 9 mths later...isn't it child's play? the next, is to someone who seems to haf kidney prob...looking at the way he walk n drag his feet...he dun seem to show any enthusiasium in his life...if life's such a chore...end it...
the younger son's engaged in a bottomless relationship for 3-4 yrs...w a flirtatious bitch...finally...someone new came along the way n hitch him...

i tink the amt o prob she faced at home weigh more tonnes den mine...probably she's trained out to b someone sadistic...she seems to enjoy herself in unravelling other pple's personal life...it's ok...thanks to all her spicing up o my life...i manage to tell she's a bitch...at least i wun bother to make more conversation when she's ard...cos she's hazardous to my reputation...

godma was telling me i shant tell my maid too much things we've indulged in...she's the gossip mongers...which means...the transition for all these to start...maybe??? i chose to believe cos i dun believe any soul in those families ever again...it tires me out...wanna get a gd night rest w no excessive energy flow??? come to mine...u will get it within a wk...the things they say r not proven...but they still continue to hallucinate...

i guess godma did implant some words as well...if not...i dun tink the conversation can come out so well-enveloped...dun worri...i'll still teach ur son...dun bother to ask if i'm depressed or not when u pple r the manipulator...dun bother to ask me in ampathy when u pple r sniggering from our backs...EekZ...u grossed me out...yesh! TRULY...guess i shld learn to appreciate my mum more..it's blissful to b deprived o juicy news...indeed...it will exhaust all ur brain cells if they r still usable... i realli pity those pple whose mum r the above i've mentioned...u gonna receive the karma ur mum has nicely n considerately planted for ya...yeah...watch ur ass b4 it burns...

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me 9:35 PM

Friday, July 29, 2005

MonDay BLUEs

monday was a sucky day... met badri of cos...tt lame ass...revolving in topics like how bad our reputation are in the ARDC...abt our internal conflicts...lousy attendance...n all...he complained abt how disorganised we r, not gettin any paper n pen to tk down his two-cent worth o words...how it will affect our working in the future workplace...saying how come we did not arrange to meet up w him...

he's juZ a nagger...n he repeats...seems like ARDC muZ haf tis plus pt to actually supervise a team...

thurs
rest o the days were peaceful...until ytd...got caught for signing out earli..yeapZ...muz manage to smoke my way thru by tellg them on the fri morn...haha...anna was so cute ytd...at tt critical moment...she still can ask me not to waste my mobile bills...asking me to use my hse fone to call her back...weird eh???

reached sch at 745 today...record for the past 3-4 mths...yeah...it's juZ to show my sincerity tt i'm eager to apologise...told him i've stomach runs n din bring my mobile ytd...lame plot...i cant even bring myself to believe it....haha... he din utter a word...so i went on n on...n he told me he will refer the case to jennifer tan...another good-for-nottin cos she doesnt hold any authority...all she merely did was to ask us for reasons for earli lvg...
talked to wileen b4 anyone comes in juZ now...yeah...thX to her for keepg me accompany for 20 mins...haha...guess my case is closed alreadi...since no one asked for me...

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me 12:08 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

SiniTEr BiTch

yEah...wot's tt nick for??? it's dedicated to a bitch in my dept of cos...we like her for her face since day 1 we entered ARDC...tinkg how pretty she look...perhaps GilDA was right...heaven's fair tt she's born pretty but her inner beau suX...yeah...perhaps if she's ugli...she evEn hAf FreNZ??? lEt alonE gUys sWooNinG oVer her..

wot she has done was to mention " those grp o gals, alwiz sign in late n out early...i hope tt one day, tcher will look thru the attendance list n spot check, hopefully they will b caught" ...wat a lame bitch...obviously she's mentioning my click...she evEn jEered at my fren asking "is tt her voice??? i tot she onli noe how to luff" when my aNna did her presentation...it's a foolish act cos she's gettin on our nerves...hopefully i dun hear any negative remarks frm her...i promise everyone out there i'll slap the fuck outta her...

we're humane enuff to noe divulge her tokin to other guys abt sex positions to the lecturer...but behind tt "pretty" face, n the sinister smile she posed us...she let the cat outta the bag...i guess she was hopeful the lect heard it...

perhaps she got all the time in the world cos she's rotten, so unable to earn herself a date? or she's taking a breather from all her fucking session tt's y she wanna everyone to lead a sluggish life like her? or maybe, she's a meek person back at home, thrash like dumps everyday, hoping to leap outta the cage when times ripe...??? we're so sceptical abt the environment now...everyone felt sick when we saw her...worst still, our room seems to b her fav "haunt" now... oh ya...she's none o/r than cheryl LAM or sheryl...god knows...i dun peek into trivalty..

damn it...

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me 4:12 PM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

hEh...left my sch at wee hrs hah...1+??? yeah...headed home str after tt...went off to meet jac at her plc not long after...we tok alot...abt edmund n nick... n boy...it's so embarassing cos i noe she;s asking y i ended up w him last time...lousy fluency in language be it spoken or written, an ITE grad, act cute gf n wot haf ya got...i noe she's feelg injustice for me...tt's all... but it's all in the past something to reminsce abt n learnt...he certainly din falter my development but definitely cos a dent in my time management...cos he's a waste of my time, my pragmatic time...

gosh..it's darn boring now...jac has left to buy sth...n her fren's driving a selfish but posh car...yeah...u've got it...it's a sports car...where're we goin ltr??? town??? nahZ...too far n humid...bishan??? tt basterd works there...haiZ...caught in a dilemma again...i've got a dept mate asking us, y do gals alwiz comtemplate on the things they wan, y r we so fickled minded...haha...nahz...we're not...it's juZ tt guys r born to cater to our fickledness...guys r there to listen to our grudges, be our sack bag n all...juZ like edmund did...so glad he din mind my explosive hair...better still...he's payg for my treatments...weeE!!!u roX honey!!!

i look serene today...juZ cos i'm so green...hah...love the top he got it for me...who??? edmund la...duhZ! where's jac...my baby jac...u took so long to come home...dun misinterpret, she's a gal...yeah...someone whom i wun procastinate to look for when she needs me...haha...anna too...i love ya!...

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me 6:06 PM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

tHE-biG ArriVAl

look who's here...
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yEah...u're rite...it's none other den beckham...b4 his arrival in nyp today...everyone alreadi made a big hoo-ha outta nottin...hyena screamings, thunderous cheers n most imptly, snuggling along the stairways, corridors, bridge, doors, gates n what have ya got...as long as they can tk a peek at him...

as usual, i'm called to b there, but i din catch a glimpse at all, cos b4 i can do so, i hafta enter the audi which i din cos i din manage to present my lanyard... so i left...

everyone was exclaiming on my hair today...which was wot i expected...all the comments was gd...at least better den wot i expected tro hear, they said tt i'm making a mountain outta a molehill...no!!!!!tt's not true...it realli sucks...everyone say i look rejuvenated, vibrant younger n so on...hah!...i tink it's consolation bahZ... leaving earli later on, for pooling w my bro...i guess i've learnt to accept things as they r, mellowing down a lil' since the birth of my disastrous hair...

wot i heard was tt the wriggling prawn was making a fun outta my hair, hey you...for pple who damage the hair n can afford to go for treatment every wk, we're juZ being extravagant cos we r rich...do u have the ability if u have got juZ a bad hair day??? wld ya b even willing to part w ya pocket for juZ tt day??? i'm afraid not...as much as i hate to say tis tragedy befalls me, i dun mind tellg ya tt i did it deliberately to spend my money...is tt ok w ya??? u're juZ a poo...even dogs behave better den u do cos u're being sarcastic at the lamest things, whereby dogs can swagger at ya even thou it's pissed but jUz to make ya day...get a life...i wonder y ur gal can stand such a scrooge like ya...a good for nottin who tinks he's god damn good in daidee...lost onli 50c n he left us playg alone...y r there such poor beings on the earth...we din mean to scrutinise them but their behaviour somhow lve us w no choice...

i noe i'm bein a jackass again...insulting pple w my ever merciless words...but BOY!!! u deserve it...at least i bother to dedicate tis blog to ya...

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me 1:38 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

i finAlly Realise wot's karma...being a sweet 19 for the fuckg 19 yrs...i've nv been trodden to tis extent...my HAIR...dAmn...oNe of mY proudEst asSets...wAs taRNishEd...Rem thE explODed hair u SAw oN thE sTreEt??? thE tyPE tt JaP lOVEs tO inDuLge iN??? thE onLI diFf is mINe's nOT tT fRiZzy yEt...buT goD dAMn IT...thEY diD iT deLIBerAtely...buT thE DArN thiNG wAs CreatED oN mY unInTEnTIonallY...

i Believe i'VE excellent hair quality since young...fine, soft, smooth...everything u can tok abt it...it was the limelight of my life...i spend 45 mins a day in the bathroom juZ to treat it like my child, but the fuckg bitch actually ruin it...not within a day...but within 4 hrs...

things occured on sat...i was rushg for time...in the end...i din turn up for my designated area..instead, i went to any low-down shop in hougang to do my hair...things went out for the initial ironing...it was smooth...the expected result i'm seekg for...but...after the stabliser was put on my hair for juZ 15 mins...n she washed it off for me...my whole hair erupted...yes...it turn so frizzy to the extent i've smooth roots n bombastic sides...i look like a frizzy ball...everything was gone...to the drain...no way is the hair pdt back at home gonna salvage it...

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it's juZ 5 min b4 i did my hair...

i do not dare to put the after pic...it's monstrous...i cried like fucked of cos...indeed, life's unfathomable...i used to scrutinise at how bad pple hair was...hahZ...mine's worst the trillion times...the glow it used to display was gone...it's damn layered...not cos i wanna it tt way...but it's to cut away the dead ends...no...it's the burnt end...i'm upset...distressed...???if u think tt's the onli word for my emotions...u're darn wrong...i'm traumatised when i saw myself in the mirror...i'm juZ a lil' better den the dented n bent wire...u noe wot...i'm so afraid of doodling my hair...afraid it's give way anytime when i tie it..it's so brittle...

i went for treatment today...it did save a lil' but i noe it'll nv revive to its present state...i've to tie it wherever i go...even at home i've to use bands...i'm ashamed of it thou...fortunately i made a killing on MJ table...but somehow or rather...it din ease my pain...it juZ etch a smile on my face...tt's all...i've to carry tis retarded image for 4-6 fucking mths...b4 i can resort to other rebonding treatments...time seems to crawl real pathetically...

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me 8:53 PM