i finAlly Realise wot's karma...being a sweet 19 for the fuckg 19 yrs...i've nv been trodden to tis extent...my HAIR...dAmn...oNe of mY proudEst asSets...wAs taRNishEd...Rem thE explODed hair u SAw oN thE sTreEt??? thE tyPE tt JaP lOVEs tO inDuLge iN??? thE onLI diFf is mINe's nOT tT fRiZzy yEt...buT goD dAMn IT...thEY diD iT deLIBerAtely...buT thE DArN thiNG wAs CreatED oN mY unInTEnTIonallY...

i Believe i'VE excellent hair quality since young...fine, soft, smooth...everything u can tok abt it...it was the limelight of my life...i spend 45 mins a day in the bathroom juZ to treat it like my child, but the fuckg bitch actually ruin it...not within a day...but within 4 hrs...

things occured on sat...i was rushg for time...in the end...i din turn up for my designated area..instead, i went to any low-down shop in hougang to do my hair...things went out for the initial ironing...it was smooth...the expected result i'm seekg for...but...after the stabliser was put on my hair for juZ 15 mins...n she washed it off for me...my whole hair erupted...yes...it turn so frizzy to the extent i've smooth roots n bombastic sides...i look like a frizzy ball...everything was gone...to the drain...no way is the hair pdt back at home gonna salvage it...

before it's juZ 5 min b4 i did my hair...

i do not dare to put the after pic...it's monstrous...i cried like fucked of cos...indeed, life's unfathomable...i used to scrutinise at how bad pple hair was...hahZ...mine's worst the trillion times...the glow it used to display was gone...it's damn layered...not cos i wanna it tt way...but it's to cut away the dead ends...no...it's the burnt end...i'm upset...distressed...???if u think tt's the onli word for my emotions...u're darn wrong...i'm traumatised when i saw myself in the mirror...i'm juZ a lil' better den the dented n bent wire...u noe wot...i'm so afraid of doodling my hair...afraid it's give way anytime when i tie it..it's so brittle...

i went for treatment today...it did save a lil' but i noe it'll nv revive to its present state...i've to tie it wherever i go...even at home i've to use bands...i'm ashamed of it thou...fortunately i made a killing on MJ table...but somehow or rather...it din ease my pain...it juZ etch a smile on my face...tt's all...i've to carry tis retarded image for 4-6 fucking mths...b4 i can resort to other rebonding treatments...time seems to crawl real pathetically...