i'm experiencing my mon blues again...it;s onli the 2nd wk o my attachment..tis is hell hole...my manager juZ lamented me...putting me in a bad spot...she juZ give me the glare tt make me feel so retarded...i guess cos ann n tze how spoonfeed me too much...to the extent i cant accomplish my task alone w no guidance...whose fault? theirs n mine...cos they din let me handle things alone...n i was too distracted...onli focused on day 1...n it happens tt tt's my slackiest time ard...

both o my direct in-charge r not here today...thX god i bought my sketch bk...will do some drawg later...the idea o finance industry realli bogs down on me now...wondering if i;m realli goin for tis line...it;s so tedious n every little trivial matters gotta b computed in the system...sums as little as 6.58 bucks are supposed to b in the record...well...it's making life diff for me...probably i'm stupid...i tend to grasp things a little too slow...

i was so piss w the M today...she asked me to transfer myself outta my comfy room...to sit on ann's place...onli to know tt i cant log in to the com system cos we need ann password to do so...after tt i went back to the room...she again, popped in to ask me to sit at tze how's pl...everythin was smooth...i managed to sign in...but...there's no email setting...she fidgetted for 5 mins..n ask me to go back to my room again...there i m...carrying everything in again...frm my bag to files n stationary... tt's how irritating...i feel as if i;m her slave..gotta carry out her every command...if not for my grades, i'll screw u, bitch!

tml m meeting W.Ting n Andrea...Ivy again...was nowhere to b found...wanna go on mc soon...cant tk it anymore...days r realli crawling cos i got nottin better to do...n my days r therefore not productive...i hope someone can pop by to ask me write some article o sth...so tt i can moonlight during att...cos they din issue me any work...but of cos tt;s the case...cos i'm onli paid 500...juZ learnt tt a fren o mine receive 700 bucks by attG to Hong Leong Finance,,,

lunch hrs r approachg...n frens tt i;ve met along my way to my workpl were srcutinising at my new hairdo...it's pretty short...but kinda refreshing cos it's been ages since i c myself in short hair...looks younger...*grinZ* (tt's juZ my self-opinated remark) i wanna buy the piere cardin white n black bag...n a new belt...