i'm being maligned again...probably my intention somehow was mistaken all the time...cos i'm too socialable??? mixing w grps all the time...to the extent they tk the grp bonding for granted...they will assume i can betray them as n when i feel like it...how fake can tt b...still rem they told me they dislike me two wks upon our knowing o each other...the pt is tt...they treats me nicely...tt's scary...

i'm once again called a jiao lang(bird person)... it's so childish...cos it's bcause o a small issue...tis guy told me tt he worked cos he has to pay for his soccer debts...it's such a simple story...but he pref to conclude tt it's of high complication til no one can weave tt story content out...

he told me on wk 3...n things starts haywiring at onli wk 5...wot's the conclusion??? he's naive...i was so pissed...been enveloped w words o insults n sarcasm...but thZ to him to affirm my suspicion tt words abt me was goin ard...yeap...someone called me a jiao lang as well...he said i'm not even worthy to b his fren or even cheers partner...onli hi-bye acquaintance...so be it...he said i'm the worst species he had ever seen...woah...impressive remark...i was nearly blown off my feet...fortunately, i was strong...but i stil wept in the loo...poor freaking me!!!

air starts to clear when lisa n eugene said they were talking abt him over the lunch table last sat, the stock taking day. lisa happen to onli noe tt RB got financial prob...on the other hand, eugene noe tt RB bet soccer...so wot's the outcome? CHIA happily linked both story n tell CAI...m CAI told RB she knew his agenda to work...tt's how it struck me...i got SHOOT...yeah..BULLeye...they cant b any more accurate den tt...i finally realise wot's wrong w knowing too much..n the 1st or last person to noe everything..perhaps my face etches the word "shoot me cos i'm a bird"...

perhaps i ain't trustworthy...but c'mon...dun pin urself too high up..cos u r not the onli person who revolve ard me...pple like sesh or even chan's much more worth mentioning abt..or the sluts n bitches lying ard my relatives chain...at least we run the same blood...r worth mentiong...small peas like u??? prob in my leisure time i will prompt into ya...get a life...

i need to brush up my eng...it's gettin trashy...hahZ...special thX to wileen n weiling...cos when i cried, weiling was consoling me the whole time in the loo...n when i feel lost, wileen kept asking if i'm alright...at least she bother to msg me the next day to ask me wot happen...love u all!!!!