school started for a fornight...obviously the air was stifling w the awkwardness i've anticipated weeks back...

life's no longer the green lawn o pasture...i've to avoid stares, glares, probably ostracism, scornful remarks w pple sauntering ard me... was in a new grp now...nice company o frens...but it seems like i cant penetrate them...NEVER!!!...no one's at fault...guess they were too bonded in the past...let say for 1 yr...they're the inseperable clicks u can c in the sch...i wanna add spices in the conversation when i'm w em...but cant seem to do so since i'm not familiarise w their culture as yet...nahZ...dun wanna give it a try...

work's a heavy load...but somehow or rather...it's strange tt i actually enjoyed doin em...hah...yeah...the world's goin in n anti-clockwise direction...the overall verdict i have for myself is...i'm a peacemaker...i wanted so much to pluck up my tongue to say hi...but...their eyes look rather vicious...no...not the rite words...it's COLD...tt's wat perturb me...gotta b classmates for another 2 more sem...life's gotta go on...miss my st nicks click now...n jc mahjong kakis...or even my chowchow...been decades since i'm out w her...

being att's getting boring...hafta make time out even thou i'm busy like mad...i wan to rest...nvm...soon to come...in a couple o mths...he'll b out...outta my life...nahZ...outta my sight...he's goin to a faraway place...whether or not we place a fullstop on tt day??? no one can fathom...it's like 4 mths later?? too earli for conclusion...

ciao...off to tk my nappie _WnK...