i love singapore...sounds patriotic??? hmph...i realli do...thank sg for the endless shelters to stay out o downpours, thank sg for the quick response to ever-changing situation--H5N1, SARs n all...thank sg for cultivating a strong arm force to see us thru the turbulent period...thank sg for the bi-lateral relations w tonnes o countries...thank sg for stayg neutral so we wun b bomb like the US...

thank sg for the advance transports, thank sg for the small n cosy environment but vast horizon...thank sg for the upgrading o residential place, thanks sg for the mending o roads n pavements, thank sg for being far-sighted...

thank sg for creating a home for me...

i m bored....jailed in the office w seriously no work to do...i haf even filed a pc o paper for today's attachment...i dun feel good, in fact, i feel like a trash...i seem like a parasite...waiting for the day to come to claim my pay...i seem like a wastrel, dunking extravagantly in the company's property...i m a annoyance to myself...cos i cant read mag in peace, cant listen to mp3 in peace since i dun wish to hear much complaints...

i learn to appreciate the times in sch...the time at my promoter workplace...the time i spent in sec schs...those were the days...i still rem gals r caught for climbing trees, screwed up big time by Lo Li Eng... dyed hair every start o semestral...skipping classes, skipping PE cos it's all the boring jogs...missing the dumplings n chicken wings o st nicks...popularity n stares i gotten...i haf so much more frens back den...whereas i tink i m more o an introvert now...things changed n pple change...i love to stay home more den ever...i was seriously pondering if it's possible to return to the time when i was 14 ytd...i duno wat struck me but yeah...it juZ strike me...i wanna b young...wanna b the once rebellious child-demanding for adult's attention...i was so cocky n haughty...nv say die attitude is definitely the best word to describe my past...my poor mum hafta condone me once n forever...but guess she's the happiest person on earth...the gal tt she tot will nv change has turn into someone whom she kept prompting her every weekend" y u stayg home again on sat"... ya...i m so tired...the zest i once possessed in my sec sch days were gone...

i miss my college days as well...din noe as much pple as i do from st nicks...but my class is fun cos we skipped classes to play cards in our class...it's secluded n air-conditioned...cool! was critc for my lack o proficiency in mandarin...praised for my command o english...but i flopped for other A level sub...wat n irony... those were the carefree days as well...if i cld turn back time...i will study harder n attend sch more often...lest wasting n additional o 2 yrs in poly...

yea...i chose my own path..i hafta tk the responsibility...i miss uniform schs...miss their laughters and conversations...cos it's so uniquely diff from poly life...let alone workplace...

tired from typing...time for lunch pretty soon...time's realli crawling...i guess i will report sick on fri...no second thoughts...