back from ytd's mc...woke up damn earli...so it's as if i din rest as much as well...i took 45 mins to make my way in n outta polyclinic...tt's kinda fast...i noe i m a selfish bitch la...tt time when they pended my medicine til the last in the queue...i fuck them upside down...but tis time round...i was supposedly behind 6 pple...n my name's the 1st to b read out...hah...ya la ya la...i selfish la...

wanted to make a trip down to town...to get sth for chowchow...but m too lazy to do so.....cooked myself sirloin steak n seafood soup ytd....yummy....haha....love spending time at home...

anyw...it's not as bad as wat u tink...w/o him by my side...i feel better lor...cos he's alwiz the giving in party...whereas i m at the receiving end...thus, i owed him a million...but now he's away...at least i can pin for him n wait for his returns...it's my way o showing my love, motivation and gratitude for watever he's done for me for the past 1 yr...so i m suffering willingly...miss him a great deal, but...wat to do...i pref a rich guy w brain n qualification....not juZ wealth cos tt's plain superficial...

no need to ke lian me...juZ ampathize w me will do...he's returning in 1mth+ time anyw....times fly...2 yrs will b up soon...

*hOPe hONEy will c THe Postg...uRveZ ya lOTssaaa