read a few intriguing stories for the past 5 hrs...entangling love, nonchalence surface but passionate interior...melting words...

"If I have a million dollars, I would buy a house. Do I have a million?""No. That's why I don't have a house.""If I have wings, I can fly. Do I have wings?""No. So I can never fly.""If all the waters are drawn out of Pacific Ocean, but it still can't put off the flame of love between us. Can all the waters of Pacific Ocean be drawn off?""No. That’s why I don't love you."

was fantastically weaved into

If I have one more day to live, I want to be your girlfriend. Do I have one more day? No. Too bad. I can't be your girlfriend... not in this life.If I have wings, I want to fly down from the paradise just to see you. Do I have wings? No. Sadly. I can never see you again.If all the water are drawn out of the bath-tub, but it still can't put off the flame of love btw us. Can all the water in a bath-tub be drawn off? Can.
So yes. I LOVE YOU.

be it fictitious or not, it's sometime i'll sit n ponder...if such L exists...tis is abt a tale whom a guy got connected to a gal thru internet...they xchanged lotsa emails n stuff...n finalli advancing to chats...n ulitmately meetups...everything's taking a natural form...until the gal suddenly left him a note...saying bye forever...the 1st verse i placed juZ now was told by the guy to the gal b4 he falls in a relationship...whereas the latter was spoken to the guy when she left...how sweet n embracing

many cld survive the distant relationship n obstacles whereas us, the fortunate ones r stranded in arguments tt r so minute...so insignificant except we turn to blow them up from a molehill...perhaps we shld tink further b4 putting the word "break" in our all-time conversation...it's not a good word to end everything since we started from scratch sweet...

nonetheless, was sprouting my worthless two cents worth...had too much time to loiter ard the internet...read many stories from short stories to online novels to millions o smal auctions...listening to ah-mei's songs....nice n ...somehow my hair stood...yup...

kylene's not at work again...this is her 4th mc for this month...hope she gets well soon...n i feel proud o myself today..i ate alone in the office, 1st time ever...eating alone sucks...the haunt of loneliness n vulnerability juZ ransack me..i had to pretend browsing thru the web but no content got into my head...y m i so pretentious to my dear self...no idea ~shrugZ`



meeting up w mum for some home reno thingy in expo ltr...excited!!! rather not the exhibtion but the thought tt i can stay home n slack keeps me awake...since ed's not in town...no point goin out...u will realli onli learn to cherish when the being's not by ur physical side...anguished when u need someone to hug in the middle o the nite but realised he's at the opp side o the earth...happy w ur surroundings but no one intimate enuff to share w...n lastly, oblivious to anyone cept the ghost o U & ME...

~counting down for the day u're back, my love~

Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...Time is Eternity.

down to reading some trading materials...will blog soon...probably upload pics for the home reno exhibition...