tattered nails, run down physique, perturbed slp, nonchalance...all tis cld b gathered on me for the past 10 days???

been too drained to update ever since i stepped into my yishun homeyland...mmm...new outlook...new life and of cos...new hassle...

hate the hassle o having to rem the fact tt i've moved out from hougang...impulsive to get off the train station whenever i m approaching amk...aha...hate it when i've to get accustomed to the new locks in my hse...hate it when the kitchen is so bloody small since everything gets so outta way...hate it when my room is bare...the tv my aunt claims she got it for me...is so lao pok...i cant seem to tune it...not tt i'm an IT-scrooge..it juZ simply dun work...hate it when i hafta dry my feet tip-top clean n dry after bath...since the damn floor is woody...hate everything...

but i do like it when everything juZ seem prim n proper...the hse doesnt look shabby like tt o my cousin's...everything's under command...i no longer need to heed pple's advice or opinion if i wanna proceed on sth...love it when i get to taste my mum homecooked food every single day...love it when i've a room o my own...

i'm contradictive...i KNOW...

landing myself in lotsa conundrum days back...hah...all cos o my dirty linen...oppsss....onli 4 pple in my life knows...not gonna wash my dirty linen in the public...i ought to b condemned for my sinful act...but ...i'm a blessed child...

shld i save 2 dollars a day til 29 apr???for my darX chowchow pressie??? tt silly gal asked me to keep the pressie budget at 20 buck....wat can i get from tt nitty sum...i'll do my way den!

messed-up tots i guess...my entry doesnt link...mind's onli swirling from the mountains n heaps o dusty and seamless stream o forms...hafta deal w it everyday in the office...but m glad at least i managed to appreciate some o my colleagues...found out tt they're kinda nice...at least not the eccentric front i saw them back 1 mth ago...

excruciating pain on my heels today...wore the damn new shoe i bought on monday...it is both a cutie pie n a chilli padi...my alr incurred blisters from the morning is burst with the same pair o shoe by evening...pains like hell when i applied the ointment...i m strong...i will b strong...i din let out a yelp...strong rite???? hehe...it'll get well soon...

resigning to bed...i m lethargic...